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Crush
02:15
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I got a crush on a girl, oh boy
And i like the way she makes me feel, feels good
I wanna make her cum, i wanna make her cum hard
But im scared to take her home, im scared to take this too far
She thinks im cute, she told me so
I think we two could give it a go
How do i feel? I guess im not sure
But this much is real, I cant wait to see her
To see her
She looks at me like i said a joke
And i wonder whats in her head, unspoke
She orders coffee, she takes a sip and i watch her lick her lips
And i feel weird like i dont deserve the riot in her hips
She thinks im cute, she told me so
I wanna make her curl her toes
Thats how i feel, Im feeling more sure
And this much is real, I cant wait to see her
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Passive
01:51
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Evolution conspired to make me a creature of habit cus it keeps me alive
But it doesnt make me happy, so much for intelligent design
These days i have blinders on, i cant see what i’m running from
I feel like a guest inside my own mind, trapped outside of time
I’m afraid of pain but i’m resigned to death
Sometimes i can’t see why i should wait for it
Drifting between altered states, meditating on all my mistakes
Like the time i told you you-know-what, i should have kept my mouth shut
I’m afraid of pain but i’m resigned to death
Sometimes i can’t see why i should wait for it
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Sbummer
02:43
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I’m not that into summer, not to be a bummer
But it chafes my thighs, all the bug bites and sunburn
Wouldnt know a hammock if it dumped me in a pool
Gotta clock in and act like things are cool
And im scheming for a hit of chemical imbalance
Who decided balanced is the way to be?
Been ghosting my psychiatrist for three weeks
Daily affirmations
All my friends support me
But it doesnt sink in
Driving home to mommy
Serving up a pork chop
But she cut the fat off
Suck it up with wine
And an extra spoon of Tree Top
I shouldnt complain but im no good at silence
Why dont you come over and save me from my conscience
We could watch a movie, imitate Jim Carrey
Feeling like high school, sleepless and carefree
Thinking bout your hands underneath my tank top
Coconut Banana Boat, mixing shades of lip gloss
Your glitter bomb lip gloss
We don’t do commitment
Can’t lose if we just quit
What a prime example
I never take the gamble
Trying to outrun it
Jumping in the mosh pit
Glad to get my teeth clocked
Bleeding out my snot box
I heard life is short
So far it’s a bastard
Hows it gonna end
Everyone’s an actor
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Jonah
02:56
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I know you’ve been through some shit and I don’t understand it
I haven’t lived it
But I would like to be there now if you’ll have me
You like to fuck with gender
I think youre brave and important too
Beautiful and handsome, all of the above
Or something beyond them, some galaxy in the cosmos of love
And i dont know what i want
I cant tell how you feel
Im too scared to find out
Cus i dont know what i want
You love your cat and he loves you
You like to paint with your shirt off in your room
Lets hit the beach, i’d pack a bowl but the way you roll a joint’s impeccable
And i wanna get high off your kisses
Youre so cool
I cant compare to you but i’ll try
I’d like to take you out
Or fall asleep by your side
Hey Jonah
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Sorry Again
03:11
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I want you to hold my leash
And i’ll be a good dog
Your body gets me closer to god
He smites me with feelings so raw
I’m manic, I’m permastoned
I want down, wanna go home
You’ll hurt me and I’ll ask for more
Destroy me its all im good for
And I know it’s dysfunctional
You kick me down to feel good yourself
You inhibit my ADLs
Then tell me to go fuck myself
And i think of you
And i wanna cry
Put me in a tomb
Leave me there to die
Control freaked, I’m out of rope
You laugh at me cus im a joke
Its torture like pulling hairs
Im crazy and you dont care
Now i’m lying here wide awake
Trying hard to forget your face
How did i let it get this bad
I’m in love and i’m so ashamed
When i think of you
I just wanna cry
Tie me to your bed
Leave me there to die
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