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I Feel Like You're Mad At Me

by First Ever Boys

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1.
Crush 02:15
I got a crush on a girl, oh boy And i like the way she makes me feel, feels good I wanna make her cum, i wanna make her cum hard But im scared to take her home, im scared to take this too far She thinks im cute, she told me so I think we two could give it a go How do i feel? I guess im not sure But this much is real, I cant wait to see her To see her She looks at me like i said a joke And i wonder whats in her head, unspoke She orders coffee, she takes a sip and i watch her lick her lips And i feel weird like i dont deserve the riot in her hips She thinks im cute, she told me so I wanna make her curl her toes Thats how i feel, Im feeling more sure And this much is real, I cant wait to see her
2.
Passive 01:51
Evolution conspired to make me a creature of habit cus it keeps me alive But it doesnt make me happy, so much for intelligent design These days i have blinders on, i cant see what i’m running from I feel like a guest inside my own mind, trapped outside of time I’m afraid of pain but i’m resigned to death Sometimes i can’t see why i should wait for it Drifting between altered states, meditating on all my mistakes Like the time i told you you-know-what, i should have kept my mouth shut I’m afraid of pain but i’m resigned to death Sometimes i can’t see why i should wait for it
3.
Sbummer 02:43
I’m not that into summer, not to be a bummer But it chafes my thighs, all the bug bites and sunburn Wouldnt know a hammock if it dumped me in a pool Gotta clock in and act like things are cool And im scheming for a hit of chemical imbalance Who decided balanced is the way to be? Been ghosting my psychiatrist for three weeks Daily affirmations All my friends support me But it doesnt sink in Driving home to mommy Serving up a pork chop But she cut the fat off Suck it up with wine And an extra spoon of Tree Top I shouldnt complain but im no good at silence Why dont you come over and save me from my conscience We could watch a movie, imitate Jim Carrey Feeling like high school, sleepless and carefree Thinking bout your hands underneath my tank top Coconut Banana Boat, mixing shades of lip gloss Your glitter bomb lip gloss We don’t do commitment Can’t lose if we just quit What a prime example I never take the gamble Trying to outrun it Jumping in the mosh pit Glad to get my teeth clocked Bleeding out my snot box I heard life is short So far it’s a bastard Hows it gonna end Everyone’s an actor
4.
Jonah 02:56
I know you’ve been through some shit and I don’t understand it I haven’t lived it But I would like to be there now if you’ll have me You like to fuck with gender I think youre brave and important too Beautiful and handsome, all of the above Or something beyond them, some galaxy in the cosmos of love And i dont know what i want I cant tell how you feel Im too scared to find out Cus i dont know what i want You love your cat and he loves you You like to paint with your shirt off in your room Lets hit the beach, i’d pack a bowl but the way you roll a joint’s impeccable And i wanna get high off your kisses Youre so cool I cant compare to you but i’ll try I’d like to take you out Or fall asleep by your side Hey Jonah
5.
Sorry Again 03:11
I want you to hold my leash And i’ll be a good dog Your body gets me closer to god He smites me with feelings so raw I’m manic, I’m permastoned I want down, wanna go home You’ll hurt me and I’ll ask for more Destroy me its all im good for And I know it’s dysfunctional You kick me down to feel good yourself You inhibit my ADLs Then tell me to go fuck myself And i think of you And i wanna cry Put me in a tomb Leave me there to die Control freaked, I’m out of rope You laugh at me cus im a joke Its torture like pulling hairs Im crazy and you dont care Now i’m lying here wide awake Trying hard to forget your face How did i let it get this bad I’m in love and i’m so ashamed When i think of you I just wanna cry Tie me to your bed Leave me there to die

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released May 22, 2020

First Ever Boys is:
Lo Bru: songs, guitar, vox
G Pro: bass
J Villa: drums, vox

Additional vox by Rosie Tucker

Produced by Wolfy
Mixing by Anna Arboles
Recorded at Pietown Sound, North Hollywood, CA

Mastered by Griffin Kisner

Art by Lo Bru and Rosie Tucker

Thank you to everybody up there^ and: Keith Armstrong, Brett Fromson, Greg Katz, James Prinzi, Chris Sampson, Liv Slingerland, and Jonah Welch. Lo Bru also thanks her therapist and her sister Carmen. :-)

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